[ MY HEART FLOW IS THE RHYTHM OF THE MUSIC]

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Hey:D

Ytd , early in the morning , get myself ready with the card for HER ..

Straight away when to HER and gave her the card :D

Succeeded!!(:

Dhen had a PET rocket workshop at the field..

Out of sudden , i felt super hyper(dun believe ask mimi)

Got myself super wet ..

Aaron and justin splashed all the water at me , HAHA !!(:

Soooo Fun !!

Wish to hve this type of activity again..

Afternoon had a Netball trng , coach didnt come so other coach came ..

Trng quite tiring as per normal , ytd was super hot ..

Mimi and georgia complaint they said they kenna sunburn , haha poor thing..

During netball trng , me and HER can still play play with water ..

Bashed each other , we were like the only crazy netballers there..

But had fun !:D

I tink I hve a crush on someone sia ..

Only MICHELLE knws it (:

But i dun tink the feeling will last coz i still love J_ _ _ _ _ ..

Unfortunately , he att , he go patch with his ex ..

Dumb dumb !!

Tats all for today post ..

Takecares dearest friends

Georgia : Yo !! Smile smile , dun sad sad kay .. Normal days are back for both of us , so aniting share(:

Jia Zheng : If she did it again , tell me .. I go complain at the sch (: Takecares , loves.

Waiting for you dearest..

9:27 PMMy Heart Beat Flows♥

Sunday, May 23, 2010

I watch from afar

As everyting faded

I wish I could help

But you pushed me away

Those cut I know envelope your arms

I've done my best to be descreat

Help you in any way I can

But it's been made all too clear

I am not welcome in your life

My presence is a burden,my help is unwanted

And so I just watch,from afar

As you fall apart,

Down to the ground

Into nothingness

And to be sincere and understand

Your pain hurts me dearly

I miss you and hate to see you like this

But I've tried and there is just nothing for me to do but watch

As everyting slowly fades away..

If you pass by my blog and saw this post,

sorry if you feel somekind angry..

I post tis to express my feelings only,

No other intention..

Do takecare of urself..

Be happy always..

NthElseToDo

12:42 PMMy Heart Beat Flows♥

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Now is 6.18pm..

Reach home at 2pm..

Reach sch at around 1.25pm?

Ok,tats not important..

Ytd got to knw tat Hafiz ask for stead to 2B gerl,cb sia..

But he play on her,i knew he has contact with other gerls outside sch..

He ask for stead to other gerls..

Wat a Playboi!

June Holidays is coming,sigh so boring..

But the day is full of NDP rehersal and Netball trng..

As I told the captain of netball,I'm tinking to quit Netball soon,I'm considering now..

I'm tinking to join Photography..

But if I were to quit Netball,Mdm Fatimah will find me and persuade me not to quit netball..

Ltr she say the points will be affected and BLAH BLAH..

Letting it go is super difficult..

Making new is really easy..

But I dun wish to let it go and fly like a balloon flying away on the air..

Hurtful but need to be strong,haidah..

You got nth else to do..

Follow ur Heart..

If your heart say,"jump down the building"..

Make sure you do it..

Ending your life is a great thought but actually is not..

You hve only 1 life to appreciate it..

Looking out the window with rainfall juz nw in the bus..

Really made me to burst into tears but I control it..

"Crying Wont Solve It,haidah"....

ILoseYou..

6:17 PMMy Heart Beat Flows♥

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Such a worse day i've ever had nowadays..

What shud i do ? I hve no idea too.. i try my best not to let me say the word GVE UP, coz i wont gve up easily..Eventhough some of my frens ask me to let it go tis ting,I will still follow my heart..I promise myself not to gve up and follow ppl words,I wont..

As I told her , i will gve her sometime as she need it..I dun mind abt tat..But I only need one ting from her..

Pls answer it honestly,i need honest and sincere answer from her,tats all..

I knw she angry with me bcoz of my sux attitude..

i admit tat i'm a worse for her,I'm not good for her..

You knw why ?

Bcoz i dont understand her,I make her more stress and add in more prob..I would like to say sorry,bcoz of me,her injury started to pain again..

I fail to make her smile and laugh..

I spoil the day of her's..

I promise myself to make IT strong and safe always..

BUT I fail to do it..

Now i realise why ppl keep saying bad tings abt me..

I'm a bad person,mann..

IFaiLToDoIt...

4:44 PMMy Heart Beat Flows♥

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Hey , dearest(:

I feel so weak nowadays , haiy haiy ..

Thanks for the friends who try your best to make me happy , such as Mel , Jia Zheng and Georgia .. I appreciate that ..

Juz got a bad news today from Aaron ..

He told me Justin ask for patch to his ex ..

WTH !! ):

Nvm , I gonna forget about you , mann ..

As for Georgia ..

I'm sooo sorry if I had hurt you or make you stress over this ting..

I've been suffering for 4 mnths ..

My heart really hurtful for now and I juz feel like giving up but I listen to some advice..

"DUN GIVE UP"

So yea ..

I gonne settle tis , if you not happy with me

I'M REALLY SORRY ...

LIVING IS NO PEACE

7:31 PMMy Heart Beat Flows♥

Friday, May 14, 2010

Hey,peeps(:

Sorry long time didnt post,exam week i cant on comp and i'm moving house today..All prepared..

Yea,as wat i told some of you,PROBLEMS keep haunting me..I told myself,after exam will be my worse day after..The 1st problem with Justin,Aaron and me had juz over..My heart felt more weaker than ever now..You may look tat I always smile at sch but inside was like hell..I juz got nth else to do now,I'm trying to forget about the guy..The 2nd PROB,only this 2 lucky person knows about it..

Ytd during EL oral exam,

Idk wat had happen to me suddenly mood really chnge to bad.

BUT quite happy because I got extra marks,HAHA!

After exam,when straight to Ubi with Aaron and justin..

Went to Aaron's parents bubble tea shop,smsing Jia Zheng also..

So much fun hanging with the guys..

This is serious message but I say indirectly..

Dun tink you can seperate the both of us,you know who you are..

I will try my best to keep the frenship safe and strong..

Try to challenge me ryte..

You'll see wat will happen to you..

Ppl who like to say bad tings about ME,do reflect yourself first infront of the mirror..

Hate me,stay away from me,dun wish to be frens with BACKSTABBBER!

Next time

tell directly if you dun like me..

I LOVE YOU!!

10:00 AMMy Heart Beat Flows♥

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Hello friends .. Drop by to post .. Ytd morning assemble at the parade square , netball court done .. so , the team challenge can play at netball court(: okok , enough of tat , gonna share smt .. when all the students were singing , i disturb the christine , go stand beside her , throw small stone at her , say the pledge out loud .. safura , michelle and gang laug, haha .. We so 'good' no need to sing .. After skul , meet my aunty(who is melissa) and sit at the canteen to teach me .. then saw fatin and her friend . they very disgusting , they tok abt the sexuality , tsk tsk .. wat make me so pissed off is tat i saw tat bitch again , keep staring at me , she tink i scared .. go tok with her , ask her wat she want .. aaron threw a plastic bag at her face then i go kick the plastic bag at her , almost gve her a slap .. urrgh , wat a bitch ! go home with aaron and 2 more guys including fatin .. So yea , MYE is coming .. gd luck to all my dearest friends out there !!(: the one and only , Haiidahh(:

2:05 PMMy Heart Beat Flows♥