[ MY HEART FLOW IS THE RHYTHM OF THE MUSIC]

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

*The Pretty Juniors*

*Happy Juniors Family*

*My Scandal*

*Family*

*Netballers*

Hey ! Sorry this few days never post ..

Having Netball camp for 3 days :)

AWESOME ! ^^

Having fun with the juniors espacially :))

Joke around with them , beat each other butt ^_^

Old-Fashioned game sia :P

During Training , sprained my ankle :(

Because of the injury , I cannot play for carnival )':

But nehmind by next week must recover , have friendly match ..

Look up at all the photos :) The Cute and Chio Juniors :D

Next time , we joke around again kay :)

During training , make sure we focus and listen to what coach say ..

Coach scold us is for our own good (:

At least Juniors ; You guys won a medal ..

Train harder and trash all the school in E-Zome Tournament ! :)

Dont give up Juniors :))

Then at night ,..

Me , safura , atiqah , keciqq and faatyn calling names to 2 band members(a guy)

Faatyn called them names and we laughed , we're so naughty :P

They complaint to Fatimah and as usual asked who did that ..

I took the blame eventhough i'm not at fault (':

For the sake of my junior ((:

Awwwhh , so sweet of me , haha joking joking :)

Dont feel guilty uhkay faatyn (:

I dont mind being scolded by Fatimah .. Erm , yeah ..

Full of photoshots with the Juniors :))

I enjoyed !

Currently , missing someone in camp (':

Ouhh gosh (':

During the Netball Carnival ,

I saw a gerl from other school which has the same hair style and face ..

I thought its you (':

So pathetic of me ..

Hey you , birthday coming seyh :))

I miss you seriously shit ((':

10:11 PMMy Heart Beat Flows♥

Saturday, November 20, 2010

*see up there*

MY TEDDY !! ^_^

Married to her on the 080510 :)

Now 6th months ready ^^

Next month 7th month liao ^^

I Love You Teddy ! ^_^

This post I share you about her uhkay :)

She become crazy when i crazy too ^^

She being obsessed with my craziness , hahaa ..

We can gone crazy together at times ..

If She Smile So Wide like Crazy person , meaning I cheered her up :D

Hahaa joking joking ..

She's Kind :)

*like me*^^

Hahaa , anyhow uh haidah ..

I bully her in school :P

We never had a serious fight before , so good right ^^

We Understand each other situation :)

This is what we called True Friends :))

She's down , I'm her clown :)

As per normal , my daily routine :))

I love to make people laugh (:

My jokes worked for her sometimes ^^

I'm her teddy papa ,

She's my teddy mama :)

Hahaah ! ^^

Rmb the msg anot ?

about the mama and papa msg ?

We laughed like crazy ^^

Till your mum said your crazy ?

Hahaha ! ^^

Hey , I enjoyed being with you ..

Never regret meeting you :) 081210 , i'm waiting for ^_^

Labels: My Teddy :)

5:18 PMMy Heart Beat Flows♥

271010;1205hrs

Still alive ^^

Hahaa :)

1 more week to 1 MONTH !! ^_^

Hahaa ..

So yeah ,

Ytd having Netball Friendly Match against KC ..

We played at Bedok South Avenue 3(I think) -.-"

I thought we going to KC's school to play-.-

Better go our school and play what-_-

Pathetic sia..

Then the worse was that Me and Faatyn were the only Junior for ytd -.-"

"GREAT" day uh ytd ..

Irritating due to some issues ..

Whatssup today ?

Going out later , maybe Johor ? IDK ..

Whatssup tomorrow ?

HAVING MY RELIGIOUS FINLA EXAM !!!

I'm scared :(

I cant focus studying sia ..

Keep irritated by something ..

Try My Best uhkay :)

Monday , having Netball Day Camp from 8am-5pm ..

Tuesday , having overnight camp ..

Wednesday , having Netball Carnival ..

Busy hor , hahaa :))

Thats all for today (:

I Miss Youh♥

Labels: Haidah'CookieMonster

4:37 PMMy Heart Beat Flows♥

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

*Me up there*

I Always Love You (':

No Matter What (':

So Sweet Of Me , haha *shut up*

2nd post for today ?

Nothing to do so blogging ..

SMALL !

If I Say That I Still Love You ,

What Will You Do ??

Single But Complicated ?

I Don't Know la :')':

Me , Fafa And Zul Suffered Together Now ..

Together Sad , Together Happy ..

Haesssh , What Gonna Happen To Us Uh ?

Haessh , Being Trashed By Humans ??

November 2010 , Not A Good Month For Me ..

Maybe Not Only Me ..

Maybe To Zul and Fafa Too ..

Erm Afternoon ,

Didn't Eat Much ? Just A Porridge ..

Night ? Never Eat (':

Nehmind La , Skip Meal For One Day Only ..

Nowadays Depressed ?

Hurt ?

Stress ?

Lonely ?

November 2010 Kill My Whole Month ..

Shit Right , I Know ..

To All My Friends :

Don't Worry About Me Kay , I'm Going Fine Here ..

I Will Be Okay Soon :'D

Trust Me (:

Thanks For All Your Concern ..

I Appreciate It , Friends :)

I like Cookie Monster ! Haha , They So Cute :)

Haidah 'CookieMonster :D

Haha , I Got To Go ..

See Ya ..

Looking Forward For Netball Camp :)

Why Must This All Happen To Me ?

You Know How Painful It Is To Let Go A Best Friend Like You ?

You're The One Who Understand Me The Best ..

You Never Fail To Cheer Me Up When I'm Down ..

You Endure With My Attitude Sometimes ..

Fcuk Uh ..

I Miss Your Hug , Your Sweet Words ..

Your "Pantat Square" Phrase (':

All Are Memories ..

I Love You , Friend ..

GoodBye :')':

8:30 PMMy Heart Beat Flows♥

Whatssup people ?? (:

*Fake smile*

Erm , very bad month for me ..

Fcuking shit ..

Hate it ..

I've lost you , for goodness seek ..

The little star :'(':

I don't know how to start my day back again ..

Cause I feel like i'm dead ..

I've lost my soul ..

Every night keep suffering ..

but I know there's someone out there can take good care of you :'D

Better than me (':

Just take care of yourself , little gerl ..

I don't want to involve myself in any situation like this again ..

I had enough of being thrown out alone ..

Killing me , urrggh ..

So yeah , wanting you back ..

But I'm scared that you repeat your mistakes again ..

I want you and me to be happy not enemy ..

Hmm , yeah waiting ..

Labels: Will you be mine forever ?

12:15 PMMy Heart Beat Flows♥

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Good Morning Humans..

Not my day , so yeah ..

*Bad mood + Heart breaks*

Thanks ehy for letting me be in this situation (':

I'm back to single , no more att to the small kid (':

What a luck for this time ..

Letting you go will be my next mission ..

I have to complete it before 2011 starts ..

When 2011 starts , I want to start a new life too ..

Aiming for the best for my results ..

Ytd went to Johor and shopping ?

Shopping when I'm not in a mood ? Sigh ..

Went home around 2am ?

Before going to sleep ,

accompany FaFa(sms) ..

3plus , she went to sleep so I sleep too ..

I so good gerl , accompany her every night (:

Today woke up at 8am ?

Only 5 hours of sleep ?

"BEST" ..

So yeah , afternoon going to my father's friend chalet ..

I want my crazy haidah back ..

Whom can be hyper all day long ..

Make my love ones go crazy too ..

Cheer my love ones when they're down ..

But I have to upright myself first :'D

Hey , loves !

I will be back normal when i've complete my mission alright ..

271010;1205hrs ..

Has no meaning anymore ..

Good-Bye :'D

101110;oooohrs

Cool date for me and youh ((:

Labels: cool date for me and youh

10:39 AMMy Heart Beat Flows♥

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

I LOVE THIS SMALL BOY !

HE SNATCHED ME ON 271010;1205HRS ^^

HOW DARE YOU SNATCHED ME ?! :)

HAHA !

I LOVE YOU , SMALL !^^

HE'S MINE ..

DON'T DARE TO SNATCH HIM AWAY FROM ME .

GOT PROB , COME INTERVIEW ME :)

So whatsupp today ?

Woke up at 10.30am ..

So late , haha ^^

Ytd slept at 1.30am , accompanied FaFa :)

Sad to hear about youh , dear (':

Now i understand you very well ..

Don't worry kay , dear ..

I f you need someone , just text me ..

I will be there accompanying you , kay ..

Erm , tomorrow Netball Carnival !

Haha , can't wait for tomorrow !

Go sec1s !

Babystitch !!

Jadi tak amek i ?

haha ^^

BABYSTITCH !

I Miss You !

So yeah , thats all for today !

Byeee peeeeooopppleee !

Takecare :))

I LOVE ZULFIQAH !

Labels: He's mine

11:38 AMMy Heart Beat Flows♥

Monday, November 8, 2010

271010;1205hrs

Being owned by Zulfiqah .

Heyyo peeoplle ..

Whatssup ? :)

Bored bored , haesh ..

Wednesday going Kallang Netball Court for carnival (;

Go Sec1s ! Prepare for your Ezone tournament next year :D

I believe you can do it :)

Make coach proud :)

Netball Rules !

HAPPY 6THMONTHSARY TEDDY !

Wow , we've been through together for 6 months :)

But now , eventhough you and me are like getting apart ,

I do still wanna continue our friendship ..

I try to save our friendship :)

But , I do need your help too ..

I need your support too to save the friendship ..

We've been through alot together ..

We gone crazy together ..

We gone painful situation together ..

Rmb the day you called me Papa bear and i called you Mama Bear ?

Haha funny , we laughed till your mum said your crazy ..

You gone crazy just because of me , HAHA ^^

But now , all are different ..

Weird but its a fact =/

Hope we can last longer , haha ..

Life changes , I've told you ..

And now , you and me changed ..

But yeah , no matter what ,

I still love youh , Jiaa :'D

Happy 6thmonthsary :D

Happy 3rdmonthsary TWINNIE ! :D

Thanks for being with me when I needed someone :)

Thanks for teaching me Maths too , haha ^^

Thanks for taking care of me during the netball training when I'm halfway fainting ..

Sorry if I hurt youh ..

Sorry for making youh crazy at times ^_^

Love you Stead Stead/Twinnie/Sister !!

Zulfiqah !!!

I miss you shyq ..

I love youh too ..

Labels: I shyq you, zul ..

12:33 PMMy Heart Beat Flows♥

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Heyyo ! (:

Having netball training later , YAY !

Erm , whats today ??

Still sad and hurt ..

I don't know what i can do ..

Many of my friends supported me ..

I want to let you go ..

You don't seem to love me ..

You just treat me like a spare tyre ..

I have a heart and feelings ..

I can't leave this way already ..

You hurt me day by day , boy ..

Whats wrong with you ?

I'm not perfect , I know that ..

I may hurt you at times ..

You hurt me EVERYDAY !

You busy smsing other girl rather than me ..

You waste your pp8 smsing other girl ..

You didnt reply my sms but you did replied others sms ..

Who am I to you ?

A dog ?

I'm sorry if I need to let you go ..

Your a hypocrite , boy ..

A jerk too :(

I can't say anything ..

I can only say that I LOVE YOU ...

You can find a replacement cause I will let you go soon ...

Labels: Love hurts ..

1:07 PMMy Heart Beat Flows♥

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Hey , sorry for not posting for a period of time ..

Having camp at Toa Payoh West CC for 3 days ..

and at last , today is the last day . PHEW !

Tiring seyh ..

Sorry my friends if I didnt reply your text this few days . i'm damn tired ..

Tomorrow having Netball training from 3-6pm , GOSH ..

Gonna be tough training ..

Hmmm ..

Problems and problems ..

And this is what I hate the most ..

I'm so confused :(

I don't know what to do ..

I'm thinking to make a decision whether to continue or stop it ..

But I cant bear to stop it , you know why ?

BECAUSE !

I heart you ..

But you dont seem to take me as your lover ..

You just treat me as your close friend or either a dog ??

Haesh haesh ..

Stop hurting me day by day ..

I'm a human , I beg you ..

Stop hurting me )':

I dont know what to say or post ..

Shall stop here ..

Bye ..

Labels: Love hurts ..

8:30 PMMy Heart Beat Flows♥