Hey peeeepssss ! Doing great here ..
Sorry for long time didnt post , bz yaw .
So yeah , common text just ended today ..
No confidence at all , siggghhh ..
Btw , who cares if i pass anot ..
My parents wont show me any appreciation ..
Somehow , i miss NETBALL !
Netball is my Life partner forever uh siaa ^^
Erm yeah , currently not in a mood sometimes ..
I just hope that you dont give me false hope ,,
I hate a guy who give me false hope ..
I hope I can move on ..
I wannna say all about my feelings past few days ..
I went home , you nag at me ..
You asked me reach home before 5.30pm , i reached home before that or nearly to that time .. Then you still wanna scold me ..
I was studying yesterday , the both of you made me cry ..
The notes i written just dont get in my brain when i cried ..
When i fail , you scold me ..
Then when i want study , you never respect me ..
You want me to get good marks and go poly but you guys just simply dont understand my situation right now ..
You guys know sec3 life is so stressful ?
I"m trying to balance my time ..
Why you love to make me cry ?
Why you guys hardly trust me ?
Why you guys dont understand me ?
WHY ?!!!!
Am i your daughter ?
You somehow dont treat me like a daughter sometimes ..
You called me stupid ..
You know my perfect heart shape become inperfect ?
I've not enough support from family ..
You guys never encourage me but instead insulted me ..
You said i study or never study , still the same .. No brain child ..
What negative things you wanna say more about me ?
Am i to bad to be your daughter ?
If i make your life miserable and complicated ,
why dont you guys go on with your plan to send me SOMEWHERE ?
I cant take it anymore ...
It killing me ..
Ohhh god , please take my life away ..
I cant bear to live ..
i'm just crying again :'(
Dont make me fall for you but then its just a false hope ..
I hate that situation ,,
if you do that to me , i swear i will hate you ..
Hey peeeepssss ! 
